Testing the new captivate to see what this would look like on my blog

I have come to realize I have been in a dark place perhaps depression (I was really tryin not to use that word.) Not that it's the wrong word it's just that whoever wants to admit going through any phase of a depression. This is my personal diagnoses but nevertheless it is real. Never have I seen righteous forsaken...that is what I believe and no matter how hard my life becomes I know the more I am honest with myself and honest with God the more FREE I will become. Things are getting clear, not to the point where I know what the heck is going on but enough for me to recognize the freedom and release I feel when I cry out to God. I have come to truly realize there is not much you can hide from God so it is better to just be transparent...

I am startin something new once again...I am going to start blogging everyday from my cell phone. I know it seems that I keep trying to somehow keep this blogging thing up but I don't know what else I can do. My life gets sooo busy that blogging is not easy. I think the whole blogging from my phone may be a lot easier. Moving on...How chic

I am on the ride of my life and I don't know when it is going to end. I am in a place right now that just can't be explained. Life is hard right now and I don't know what to do. Nothing feels real...I've never been here before...I am lost and am in need of some guidance. What is going on right now...idk...help me please!

(IDK..Update)Its been forever since Ive blogged. So much has taken place in my life that I don't have place to start. So I'll start here...I am a bit idk ...in need of encouragement, I guess...not chic :(

Tomorrow is the day we make the announcement!!! I guess I can wait until tomorrow to actually say what is going on because I think tomorrow will be a better day to say what's going on. Anyway...more tomorrow! Hehehe How Chic!

I have an idea for my blog now. You know how Rev. Run always ends his show with like a bubble bath blog/message, well I am going to give that a try. Giving my little nuggets of wisdom...short and sweet. This is simply an introduction...How Chic!