Ok Ok Ok I know!

It has been a few days and now I feel like I am falling back into the "ZONE" the "ZONE" of inconsistency! Well the only way to fight back is to just keep going no matter what, I will not stop this journey of breaking the shackle of inconsistency.

OK, well on to other things...today is my birthday!!! YAY! I haven't really done much though. I feel soooo emotional is it really possible to feel sad on your birthday but here is the catch...I don't know why. I want to really enjoy this day because I am sooooo thankful for another day I just feel like I am ready for a change. It is time for me to reflect on my life a little more, I am still in the process of purpose seeking and I really want to fulfil my purpose while I am here on this earth...OMG my life! Ok, that was a moment of frustration, had to release, much better now. I hope!

You may not know this...well of course you don't because...well never mind...what I was about to say is that because i am writing this blog entry late my children are all around and I have stopped soooo many times just to tend to them that I have totally lost track of where I was going with all this.

I am simply going to cut this short and say this, today is my birthday I am happy to see another day yet I am ready for a change, I'm tired and today I declare my change is a coming and it is a comin FAST watch out ya'll my help is on the way!